i feel that i have come to terms with kor's leaving even tho i still miss him everyday. ive gotten my answers and i know that he's safe with Jesus. but somehow, ive still been having these weird and unexplainable dreams about him which make me believe that subconsciously, i still havent fully accepted it yet. just two nights ago, i dreamt that he was a time traveller and he came back for just a short while but before i could meet him to ask why he had to leave, i woke up because of a call. i tried so hard to get back to sleep so that my dream would continue but it never happened...